Now that I have this thing figured out I can start keeping it up to date, hopefully. I was reading my bible today looking for some inspiration and I came to realize that I need to let go completely! I have always tried to make my life with God separate from my everyday life. I know now that is impossible. God deserves me wholly and that is what I intend to give him from this point forward. No more selfishness, or excuses. There is nothing that should keep me from my Father for any reason. It is a new beginning for me--again! Things will be different this time because it is about His will, not mine. I am done being selfish, it's time to let go! The surroundings in my life are not what they should be and I am going to be changing that as well. I know I have many supporters and friends to pray for me, and I am more than grateful. I have also been praying for some time now and I do believe that God has given me a peace about things. The past few days have not been the easiest for me by any means, but He has kept my spirits up. Even my relationship with my mom has gotten better. To those of you reading this... keep praying... we all know I need it!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Perfection... only once achieved, but I seem to have found the closest thing to it... my son! He has taught me so much about life and who I am. He has showed me the potential i have to become a better person. Conner has showed me that God creates miracles to change peoples lives which is exactly what God has done with mine! Conner is about to be 14 months old and he is growing up soo fast! I feel like it was just yesterday that I could hold him in my arms for hours and now all he wants to do is run about like CRAZY. He has learned to walk and doesn't want to be carried anymore. ( I thought I wanted him to start walking and everyone warned me... needless to say I did NOT listen and they have now proven they were right). My son is the best thing in my life. I know that when things start getting rough I can always look at him and things will be better, no matter how bad things get! I love him with all my heart he is just growing up way too fast
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